Shine Your Light On Us- Robbie Seay Band
Verse 1:
Oh, my God
Shine Your light on us
That we might live (repeat)
Verse 2:
I've been holding on
I've been holding on
All that is inside me
Screams to come back home
Chorus
If you feel lost
If you feel lost
Sing along
If you feel tired
If you feel tired
Sing along
If you feel lost and tired
This is your song (repeat second time)
Verse 3:
I've been broken down
I've been broken down
I ain't giving up
Love will come back around (Chorus 2x, repeat last 2 lines 2nd time)
Verse 1
Chorus 2x,
TagTag:
Shine Your light
Shine it down
Let Your rescue come for us, we long to love
And if you feel lost, sing along
And if you feel tired, sing along
This is a sweet new band I was introduced to this past weekend and I love them. They are really good! I like all the songs on the CD and that rarely ever happens! Its sweet!
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Monday, October 22, 2007
Poems
Ok so I was looking through some old/new poems I wrote today and thought that I would post some of them, so you people would somewhat know how I've been feeling lately.
Despair
The definition of despair…
To lose or abandon hope;
Be or become hopeless.
To lose heart,
Also to abandon oneself
To fate…
To be in despair is like
Having your dreams shattered
To millions of pieces.
This is when you need to be
Wrapped in someone’s arms,
To never again be let go.
Life gets so complicated,
You start doubting things
That you’ve never doubted before
Thinking things that
Were never thought of before.
Doing things that you regret.
It makes you feel
Like the outsider looking in
Through a bullet proof window
And no matter how much
You pound on it
No one can hear you inside...
To lose or abandon hope;
Be or become hopeless.
To lose heart,
Also to abandon oneself
To fate…
To be in despair is like
Having your dreams shattered
To millions of pieces.
This is when you need to be
Wrapped in someone’s arms,
To never again be let go.
Life gets so complicated,
You start doubting things
That you’ve never doubted before
Thinking things that
Were never thought of before.
Doing things that you regret.
It makes you feel
Like the outsider looking in
Through a bullet proof window
And no matter how much
You pound on it
No one can hear you inside...
Doubts and Dreams
Millions of thoughts go through my mind
As I think deeply about how long this may last.
How long will you be around, with me?
Why am I not fine when I say I am?
How do I know you are lying to me?
Sometimes I wish for you to be mine forever,
To give me the things I want or need.
I mean this when I say it, I LOVE YOU!
I miss you more then anyone in this world.
Life comes once, lets spend it together.
I need a guy who says I’m BEAUTIFUL,
Who calls back when I hang up,
Who stays awake just to watch me sleep.
I need a guy who kisses my forehead,
Who holds my hand in any circumstance.
This guy must also remind me constantly
Of how much he cares about me,
And about how lucky he truly is.
He must put aside the judgment of his friends
And be proud of who I am.
As I think deeply about how long this may last.
How long will you be around, with me?
Why am I not fine when I say I am?
How do I know you are lying to me?
Sometimes I wish for you to be mine forever,
To give me the things I want or need.
I mean this when I say it, I LOVE YOU!
I miss you more then anyone in this world.
Life comes once, lets spend it together.
I need a guy who says I’m BEAUTIFUL,
Who calls back when I hang up,
Who stays awake just to watch me sleep.
I need a guy who kisses my forehead,
Who holds my hand in any circumstance.
This guy must also remind me constantly
Of how much he cares about me,
And about how lucky he truly is.
He must put aside the judgment of his friends
And be proud of who I am.
Bad Self-Image
Everyday since this all began
I’ve looked in the mirror
Not really liking what was seen.
I often wonder if this is some kind of punishment
For something I did
Or something I never did.
Do I not pray enough?
Do I not read the bible enough?
Did I do something that I didn’t atone for?
There are endless possibilities
For why this may have happened.
Maybe it was just something that was meant to be.
Either way I hate it.
How can it be a God given blessing in disguise?
Whatever it is I’m really not that enthusiastic.
I’ve asked God so many times
Why me? Why now?
Will you please fix it? Why not?
I’m doing well at keeping this my secret.
There are few people who know how I feel
And not one of them is in my family.
Since day one I’ve felt this torment
This deep despair of being alone.
Who would want this disease in their life!
I did not ask for this!
I did not ask that my chances
Of having my own family be cut in half!
Oh the endless possibilities of a miracle!
Some divine intervention!
Ask and you will receive, be bold!
Well I have been bold
And nothing has happened.
I`m still unhappy with who I am.
Whenever I look in a mirror
What I see I wish was not me
Or that someday the image will change.
I’ve looked in the mirror
Not really liking what was seen.
I often wonder if this is some kind of punishment
For something I did
Or something I never did.
Do I not pray enough?
Do I not read the bible enough?
Did I do something that I didn’t atone for?
There are endless possibilities
For why this may have happened.
Maybe it was just something that was meant to be.
Either way I hate it.
How can it be a God given blessing in disguise?
Whatever it is I’m really not that enthusiastic.
I’ve asked God so many times
Why me? Why now?
Will you please fix it? Why not?
I’m doing well at keeping this my secret.
There are few people who know how I feel
And not one of them is in my family.
Since day one I’ve felt this torment
This deep despair of being alone.
Who would want this disease in their life!
I did not ask for this!
I did not ask that my chances
Of having my own family be cut in half!
Oh the endless possibilities of a miracle!
Some divine intervention!
Ask and you will receive, be bold!
Well I have been bold
And nothing has happened.
I`m still unhappy with who I am.
Whenever I look in a mirror
What I see I wish was not me
Or that someday the image will change.
The Sadness Will Fade
Yesterday I felt such sadness
Wondering if I could escape this madness;
The madness of my thoughts of you
And some are ringing very true.
No one could express the pain
Of the one thing I thought to gain,
But couldn’t grasp this meaning
Of the light gently beaming;
This light I was drawn to
I believe was sent, for it was you.
What I believed wasn’t the truth,
All lies, it was, and now I’m filled with ruth.
The light has faded away to nothing,
Just a tiny spot in the distance, dully shining.
Unknown to you all of this was.
My heart was tearing if half because
You went on with life like nothing happened.
I don’t understand these feelings of being frightened
Of being brushed off as something trivial
Not worth the time of day to you at all.
The sadness of yesterday has carried itself to today
And I’m thinking it really wants to stay.
How should I get ride of its bothersomeness
Without making me into its very own mess?
Would cutting myself off completely do?
Will that be sufficient enough for you?
I believe not because you need my encouragement
This friendship that God said was to be meant.
Somehow I’ll move on from yesterday.
This immense pain wasn’t meant to stay,
It will fade away in time no matter its size;
Much like the light of joy fading from my eyes.
Wondering if I could escape this madness;
The madness of my thoughts of you
And some are ringing very true.
No one could express the pain
Of the one thing I thought to gain,
But couldn’t grasp this meaning
Of the light gently beaming;
This light I was drawn to
I believe was sent, for it was you.
What I believed wasn’t the truth,
All lies, it was, and now I’m filled with ruth.
The light has faded away to nothing,
Just a tiny spot in the distance, dully shining.
Unknown to you all of this was.
My heart was tearing if half because
You went on with life like nothing happened.
I don’t understand these feelings of being frightened
Of being brushed off as something trivial
Not worth the time of day to you at all.
The sadness of yesterday has carried itself to today
And I’m thinking it really wants to stay.
How should I get ride of its bothersomeness
Without making me into its very own mess?
Would cutting myself off completely do?
Will that be sufficient enough for you?
I believe not because you need my encouragement
This friendship that God said was to be meant.
Somehow I’ll move on from yesterday.
This immense pain wasn’t meant to stay,
It will fade away in time no matter its size;
Much like the light of joy fading from my eyes.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Submission (Ephesians 5:22-33)
So what does submission look like?
-> LOVE and RESPECT
-> a partnership
-> support from each other
What does submission NOT look like?
-> role stereotypes
-> dictatorship/authoritarianism
-> "serving" as a subordinate
"Every problem in a marriage can be traced back to the husband's lack of genuine love for his wife." - Anonymous
I believe that not every problem in a marriage is the husband's fault, the wife could not be showing respect or the views on how love and respect are shown are different in the eyes of the couple.
-> LOVE and RESPECT
-> a partnership
-> support from each other
What does submission NOT look like?
-> role stereotypes
-> dictatorship/authoritarianism
-> "serving" as a subordinate
"Every problem in a marriage can be traced back to the husband's lack of genuine love for his wife." - Anonymous
I believe that not every problem in a marriage is the husband's fault, the wife could not be showing respect or the views on how love and respect are shown are different in the eyes of the couple.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Day of Beauty and... Disaster!!
Okay, so Austin and I went to S'toon yesterday. He went to visit his girlfriend, Caitlyn, and I went to visit Jessica. On the way God was showing me so much beauty! Just the way that the birds flew... It was captivating and mysterious how they were made in just a that way. The way that the Canadian geese flew in their systems... I don't know why but I was just so amazed with everything yesterday. I could barely do my homework because I was always looking out the window! There was a time while we were driving that I felt comfortable and like I was just driving to town with Aaron, but I knew it wasn't Aaron. And that we weren't going to Meadow. I had my iPOD with me so I listened to one of Aaron's songs.
We got to S'toon fine. Guys, Austin is a scary city driver! I got to Jessica's and then she and I decidied to go for a walk. We walked down to the mall, which isn't that far, and while we were there I bought a basket and a big notepad. Then we went and watch Harry Potter The Order of the Phoenix. That was the firste time I had seen it. Wow! It was really good I thought. That lady who tried to take over Hogwarts was weird, and Sirius's cousin was CREEPY! That new girl was a little weird but I liked her. Anyways after that we went back to the house and had some crapes for supper and then waited for Austin.
Now travelling back was when the disaster happened. Well basically Jeremy's car broke down and we couldn't get back. Some nice people stopped to help us. I found out on the drive to their house to use their phone that the man was related to one of Jessica's uncles! Yes Jess, your aunt Kathy's husbands cousin stopped to help us out. So we phoned and stayed at the Scott's (Caitlyn's) house for the night. It was a little awkward at first, but Caitlyn is a pretty cool person and I can see why Austin likes her. Her family is amazing too. Yeah we went to bed at 2 am (that would be the second night in a row for me).
This morning we found out that it was not worth fixing the car, so now we have to take the bus back to Nipawin. This is going to be a long day and it was quite the experience... So the bus gets back to Nipawin at 10- 10:30 tonight...
We got to S'toon fine. Guys, Austin is a scary city driver! I got to Jessica's and then she and I decidied to go for a walk. We walked down to the mall, which isn't that far, and while we were there I bought a basket and a big notepad. Then we went and watch Harry Potter The Order of the Phoenix. That was the firste time I had seen it. Wow! It was really good I thought. That lady who tried to take over Hogwarts was weird, and Sirius's cousin was CREEPY! That new girl was a little weird but I liked her. Anyways after that we went back to the house and had some crapes for supper and then waited for Austin.
Now travelling back was when the disaster happened. Well basically Jeremy's car broke down and we couldn't get back. Some nice people stopped to help us. I found out on the drive to their house to use their phone that the man was related to one of Jessica's uncles! Yes Jess, your aunt Kathy's husbands cousin stopped to help us out. So we phoned and stayed at the Scott's (Caitlyn's) house for the night. It was a little awkward at first, but Caitlyn is a pretty cool person and I can see why Austin likes her. Her family is amazing too. Yeah we went to bed at 2 am (that would be the second night in a row for me).
This morning we found out that it was not worth fixing the car, so now we have to take the bus back to Nipawin. This is going to be a long day and it was quite the experience... So the bus gets back to Nipawin at 10- 10:30 tonight...
Thursday, September 27, 2007
There Is No God?
There is no God. All of the wonders around us are accidental. No almighty hand made a thousand billion stars. They made themselves. No power keeps them on their steady course. The earth spins itself to keep the oceans from falling off toward the sun. The earth gives itself day and night, tilts itself so that we get seasons. Without the magnetic poles man would be unable to navigate the trackless oceans of water and air, but they just grew there.
The human heart will beat for 70 or 80 years without faltering. How does it get suffecient rest between beats?
A kidney will filter poison from the blood, and leave good things alone. How does it know one from the other? How about the sugar thermostat in the pancreas? It maintains a level of sugar in the blood sufficient for energy; without it, all of us would fall into a coma and die.
Who gave the human tongue flexibility to form words--and a brain to understand them--but denied this to all other animals? Do infants teach themselves to cry when they are hungry or hurt?
Who showed a womb how to take the love of two persons and keep splitting a tiny fertilized ovum until, in time, a baby would have the proper number of fingers, eyes, ears and hair in the right places and come into the world when it is strong enough to sustain life?
There is no God?
The human heart will beat for 70 or 80 years without faltering. How does it get suffecient rest between beats?
A kidney will filter poison from the blood, and leave good things alone. How does it know one from the other? How about the sugar thermostat in the pancreas? It maintains a level of sugar in the blood sufficient for energy; without it, all of us would fall into a coma and die.
Who gave the human tongue flexibility to form words--and a brain to understand them--but denied this to all other animals? Do infants teach themselves to cry when they are hungry or hurt?
Who showed a womb how to take the love of two persons and keep splitting a tiny fertilized ovum until, in time, a baby would have the proper number of fingers, eyes, ears and hair in the right places and come into the world when it is strong enough to sustain life?
There is no God?
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
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So, you guys are downstairs right now having Youth Group and I'm up here because I'm mad and when I'm mad I don't really listen that well so I thought that I'd just stay here finish my English which I almost did and vent out.
We've haven't had a sleep-ova in a very long time and it would be awesome if we could get one in before everything gets really chaotic with exams and grad, because I know we will have no time after that and we've been talking for a long time about having one but no ones seems to really care about this anymore... It makes me sad because I can already feel myself slipping away and getting distant and angry at everyone because no one seems to have to the time to come hang out with me. This may just seem like an attack on you guys but its the way I feel right now! I'm stuck at home doing nothing but work while everyone else is in town hanging out. NO ONE thinks to call me and ask what I'm doing and if I'd like to hang out. For the past few months I've heard you guys talking about things that have happened while hanging out at Tom's or at Robin's, etc. etc. And here I was cutting grass, cleaning the house, doing work for mom because I had nothing else to do because my friends were off having fun without me... Wow that makes me feel so amazing about myself! You just wouldn't believe it. I've been bottling this up inside for the past month and its finally blown up to the surface. I don't know whats going on with anyone anymore, I don't know what people are doing lately, and I'm sitting around alone everyday it seems! I must hide emotions really well because nobody noticed all this. NOBODY. Friends are supposed to notice and ask questions, but right now I feel less then a friend, more like an aquaintance. Easily disposed of or play with when theres no one else around.
All this rambling may be nothing or it may be a lot of something, but its the way I feel right now and it really sucks.
We've haven't had a sleep-ova in a very long time and it would be awesome if we could get one in before everything gets really chaotic with exams and grad, because I know we will have no time after that and we've been talking for a long time about having one but no ones seems to really care about this anymore... It makes me sad because I can already feel myself slipping away and getting distant and angry at everyone because no one seems to have to the time to come hang out with me. This may just seem like an attack on you guys but its the way I feel right now! I'm stuck at home doing nothing but work while everyone else is in town hanging out. NO ONE thinks to call me and ask what I'm doing and if I'd like to hang out. For the past few months I've heard you guys talking about things that have happened while hanging out at Tom's or at Robin's, etc. etc. And here I was cutting grass, cleaning the house, doing work for mom because I had nothing else to do because my friends were off having fun without me... Wow that makes me feel so amazing about myself! You just wouldn't believe it. I've been bottling this up inside for the past month and its finally blown up to the surface. I don't know whats going on with anyone anymore, I don't know what people are doing lately, and I'm sitting around alone everyday it seems! I must hide emotions really well because nobody noticed all this. NOBODY. Friends are supposed to notice and ask questions, but right now I feel less then a friend, more like an aquaintance. Easily disposed of or play with when theres no one else around.
All this rambling may be nothing or it may be a lot of something, but its the way I feel right now and it really sucks.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Lost on the Freeway
I have this feeling…
This feeling of being lost
Lost forever in time
Not knowing how to return to reality.
Or is it how to get out of reality?
Time still goes by,
But its no longer waiting for me
To be caught up in the moment.
Its racing like cars on a track,
Whipping around corners,
Speeding by the moments.
I just hope I don’t crash…
This feeling of being lost
Lost forever in time
Not knowing how to return to reality.
Or is it how to get out of reality?
Time still goes by,
But its no longer waiting for me
To be caught up in the moment.
Its racing like cars on a track,
Whipping around corners,
Speeding by the moments.
I just hope I don’t crash…
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Aaron and I Had This Idea
Okay, I think that this would be rreaaaaaaaaalllllyy awesome if we could have a worship/service every friday night for anyone who wants to come! We could play songs from Hillsong and other artists that we like! It would be much like Lindsay's church in Saskatoon (Which I would have liked to go to last night but Aaron wanted to get home early, it started at like 6:00 till 7:30ish). We could have people from other churches come (Like I said anyone, anyone in the community). Wow it would be soooo exciting! I know it would also be sort of like a new church, but I still think it would be amazing!
Anyways, tell me what you think and if you have any other sweet ideas!
Anyways, tell me what you think and if you have any other sweet ideas!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Untitled- Needs more work but this is what I have...
Do you remember
All the times we had,
The good and the bad?
All those days full
Of untold memories
............
But we'll remember
Our old lives
Walking into our new lives.
Even though this is
A Beginning to an Ending,
It is a Beginning to a new life.
All the times we had,
The good and the bad?
All those days full
Of untold memories
............
But we'll remember
Our old lives
Walking into our new lives.
Even though this is
A Beginning to an Ending,
It is a Beginning to a new life.
Friday, March 23, 2007
Beauty in the Bible
Proverbs 31:30 "Charm is deceitful and beauty is fleeting, but a woman who fears the Lord will be praised."
James 1:11 "For the sun rises with its heat and dries up the meadow; the petal of the flower falls off and its beauty is lost forever. So also the rich person in the midst of his pursuits will wither away."
1Peter 3:3-4 "Let your beauty not be external – the braiding of hair and wearing of gold jewelry or fine clothes –but the inner person of the heart, the lasting beauty of a gentle and tranquil spirit, which is precious in God’s sight."
Beauty... and the Beast
Beauty sat looking in the mirror
Admiring her charm and loveliness,
Adding some blush here and there,
Applying some gloss to ruby lips…
She looks at herself one last time,
Like she didn’t want to forget herself,
Then she steps out to meet him…
The Beast was pacing about
Wondering what was taking so long.
Doesn’t she know she’s already beautiful?
Does he deserve more? No, not at all!
Just being with her is enough.
He turns then and a smile appears
On his tortured face.
Beauty stared into his deep blue eyes,
Lost in the adventure that lay inside.
The Beast stared dumbfound,
Lost in smooth chocolate brown eyes.
Who will make the first gesture?
The gesture of appraising approval.
This is an uncommon scene,
To see a beauty with a beast...
But what makes it wrong?
Admiring her charm and loveliness,
Adding some blush here and there,
Applying some gloss to ruby lips…
She looks at herself one last time,
Like she didn’t want to forget herself,
Then she steps out to meet him…
The Beast was pacing about
Wondering what was taking so long.
Doesn’t she know she’s already beautiful?
Does he deserve more? No, not at all!
Just being with her is enough.
He turns then and a smile appears
On his tortured face.
Beauty stared into his deep blue eyes,
Lost in the adventure that lay inside.
The Beast stared dumbfound,
Lost in smooth chocolate brown eyes.
Who will make the first gesture?
The gesture of appraising approval.
This is an uncommon scene,
To see a beauty with a beast...
But what makes it wrong?
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
What is Ugly?... What is Beauty?
Ugliness is the property of physical things that are unappealing to the eye. The term is often used in reference to human appearance.
Poor design. Of course, a well-designed creation that is deliberately hideous can be said to be beautiful. Wicked good.
The opposite of ugliness is beauty. Being a matter of subjective aesthetics, one person may think something beautiful that another may find ugly ("Beauty is in the eye of the beholder").
Beauty is the phenomenon of the experience of pleasure, through the perception of balance and proportion of stimulus. It involves the cognition of a balanced form and structure that elicits attraction and appeal towards a person, animal, inanimate object, scene, music, idea, etc.
Expand the definition of what makes people beautiful!
Poor design. Of course, a well-designed creation that is deliberately hideous can be said to be beautiful. Wicked good.
The opposite of ugliness is beauty. Being a matter of subjective aesthetics, one person may think something beautiful that another may find ugly ("Beauty is in the eye of the beholder").
Beauty is the phenomenon of the experience of pleasure, through the perception of balance and proportion of stimulus. It involves the cognition of a balanced form and structure that elicits attraction and appeal towards a person, animal, inanimate object, scene, music, idea, etc.
Expand the definition of what makes people beautiful!
Monday, February 26, 2007
Taking Advice...?
Just be friends, you may regret it after, in the long run.
You know what? I think I would have regreted it in the long run... once I looked at what I thought I wanted I realized that I wanted more then just that, I wanted a true friendship and I didn't really want to ruin that at all. I wanted to just let it grow...
What a load of crap! Well not really I do want that but, there's more to it then just being friends... not that dating will ever happen. I want a guy who will say to me everytime he sees or talks to me that he loves me, that I'm unique, priceless, lovely... and whatever else thats nice. I want to be seen for who I am not what I look like or wear or if I'm popular or not. JUST ME! Me, me, me... Not what they want me to be or what they want me to see. Peer pressures a killer... *sigh* Ha. The desire for love... Its always there in the back of the mind waiting to make life miserable or joyful... To bad its not joyful for me yet...
You know what? I think I would have regreted it in the long run... once I looked at what I thought I wanted I realized that I wanted more then just that, I wanted a true friendship and I didn't really want to ruin that at all. I wanted to just let it grow...
What a load of crap! Well not really I do want that but, there's more to it then just being friends... not that dating will ever happen. I want a guy who will say to me everytime he sees or talks to me that he loves me, that I'm unique, priceless, lovely... and whatever else thats nice. I want to be seen for who I am not what I look like or wear or if I'm popular or not. JUST ME! Me, me, me... Not what they want me to be or what they want me to see. Peer pressures a killer... *sigh* Ha. The desire for love... Its always there in the back of the mind waiting to make life miserable or joyful... To bad its not joyful for me yet...
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Despair
The definition of despair…
To lose or abandon hope;
Be or become hopeless.
To lose heart,
Also to abandon oneself
To fate…
To be in despair is like
Having your dreams shattered
To millions of pieces.
This is when you need to be
Wrapped in someone’s arms,
To never again be let go.
Life gets so complicated,
You start doubting things
That you’ve never doubted before
Thinking things that
Were never thought of before.
Doing things that you regret.
It makes you feel
Like the outsider looking in
Through a bullet proof window
And no matter how much
You pound on it
No one can hear you inside...
To lose or abandon hope;
Be or become hopeless.
To lose heart,
Also to abandon oneself
To fate…
To be in despair is like
Having your dreams shattered
To millions of pieces.
This is when you need to be
Wrapped in someone’s arms,
To never again be let go.
Life gets so complicated,
You start doubting things
That you’ve never doubted before
Thinking things that
Were never thought of before.
Doing things that you regret.
It makes you feel
Like the outsider looking in
Through a bullet proof window
And no matter how much
You pound on it
No one can hear you inside...
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Feelings of Distance/Indifference
So I've been thinking about life. My life. And I got to realizing that I've been falling away from everyone... I'm not quite sure if its that I'm not be more open or the other way around. Anyways, lately I've been feeling alone and worthless, and nothing seems to help either. I feel like an outsider looking in through a small window, banging away so that someone might hear or notice that I'm actually here. I know this is probably all in my head because Satan wants it there and knows that it hurts, so he keeps attacking these known tender spots. The fact that I'm listening to Zero by Hawk Nelson isn't helping either, but I like the song. *sigh* Well I'm kind of tired and mom's yelling at me to get off...
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Job 38:1-7
38:1 Then the Lord answered Job out of the whirlwind:
38:2 “Who is this who darkens counsel
with words without knowledge?
38:3 Get ready for a difficult task like a man;
I will question you
and you will inform me!
God’s questions to Job
38:4 “Where were you
when I laid the foundation of the earth?
Tell me, if you possess understanding!
38:5 Who set its measurements – if you know –
or who stretched a measuring line across it?
38:6 On what were its bases set,
or who laid its cornerstone –
38:7 when the morning stars sang in chorus,
and all the sons of God shouted for joy?
You've got to read the whole thing. It puts you in your place fast! :) It shows God awesome power and creation. Job is a good book to read.
38:2 “Who is this who darkens counsel
with words without knowledge?
38:3 Get ready for a difficult task like a man;
I will question you
and you will inform me!
God’s questions to Job
38:4 “Where were you
when I laid the foundation of the earth?
Tell me, if you possess understanding!
38:5 Who set its measurements – if you know –
or who stretched a measuring line across it?
38:6 On what were its bases set,
or who laid its cornerstone –
38:7 when the morning stars sang in chorus,
and all the sons of God shouted for joy?
You've got to read the whole thing. It puts you in your place fast! :) It shows God awesome power and creation. Job is a good book to read.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Feeling Invisible Sometimes
Sometimes it feels
Like I'm talking
But no one seems
To want to listen
To what I have to say,
About my opinions,
My hopes and dreams.
It's like I've turned invisible
As soon as I open my mouth...
Like I'm talking
But no one seems
To want to listen
To what I have to say,
About my opinions,
My hopes and dreams.
It's like I've turned invisible
As soon as I open my mouth...
Voices Around Me
All these voices surround me
With hope, love, fear, pain.
The lonely sounds of night,
Comforting whispers among the wind.
The loud voices of the waves crashing
Against the side of the high cliffs.
In all these voices
Is the faint sound of a whisper,
Hidden beneath even the wind.
It cries out for a listening ear,
But it is drowned out by other voices
Swarming around me.
This voice is my own,
Faintly crying for some listening ear,
Asking about hope...
Asking about love...
Asking how to overcome fear
And destroy the pain.
But I am swarmed with voices,
Unable to voice the questions
That fill up my mind...
With hope, love, fear, pain.
The lonely sounds of night,
Comforting whispers among the wind.
The loud voices of the waves crashing
Against the side of the high cliffs.
In all these voices
Is the faint sound of a whisper,
Hidden beneath even the wind.
It cries out for a listening ear,
But it is drowned out by other voices
Swarming around me.
This voice is my own,
Faintly crying for some listening ear,
Asking about hope...
Asking about love...
Asking how to overcome fear
And destroy the pain.
But I am swarmed with voices,
Unable to voice the questions
That fill up my mind...
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
It's Official
So the doctors have been treating me with PCOS and you all know. Well, now we know that it is official! Yippee.... More trouble to have children? Well thats nice to know... It sucks but, nice to know what to expect in the future.
Friday, January 19, 2007
The Need for Love
One lonely girl is sitting on a bench crying,
Why was she crying? you ask.
Well let me tell you about her…
She no one special really,
Well that’s what she thinks.
Her hair is never up nicely,
Her dress code isn’t fabulous.
She’s quiet and not very popular.
She's good in most of her classes…
But, you asked why she was crying,
So I’ll tell you this, She is crying because…
She feels unworthy…
She feels unwanted…
And she feels unloved.
This is why she is crying…
There are always people
Out there looking for love
Needing love, but none is given.
This is true because I am that girl
Sitting on that bench crying…
Why was she crying? you ask.
Well let me tell you about her…
She no one special really,
Well that’s what she thinks.
Her hair is never up nicely,
Her dress code isn’t fabulous.
She’s quiet and not very popular.
She's good in most of her classes…
But, you asked why she was crying,
So I’ll tell you this, She is crying because…
She feels unworthy…
She feels unwanted…
And she feels unloved.
This is why she is crying…
There are always people
Out there looking for love
Needing love, but none is given.
This is true because I am that girl
Sitting on that bench crying…
Live I Was Dying- Rex Goudie
I said i'd never make you cry
When you did i didnt even try
To wipe your tears away
I didnt know you hurt so bad
Cause you just always seemed so mad
Made me wanna run away
You say your something i cant fix
Well just watch me try
Cause i wanna liveI wanna live
Live like i was dying
Gunna jump out of a plane
Drive a hundred miles on hour in a single lane
Just to be next to you
I may not always do things right
But i'm goddamn well gonna try
Youre just to much lose
Theres some things beyond repair
We just aint one of them
Cause i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
Cause i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
I'll do my best, understand
Not cause you ask because i wanna be
Everything you need in me
Darling give me one more chance
Before you close the door
Gonna love hard as i can to
Put a ring on your left hand
Cause i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
Yeah i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
Oh i wanna live
Were gonna live
Like we were dying
When you did i didnt even try
To wipe your tears away
I didnt know you hurt so bad
Cause you just always seemed so mad
Made me wanna run away
You say your something i cant fix
Well just watch me try
Cause i wanna liveI wanna live
Live like i was dying
Gunna jump out of a plane
Drive a hundred miles on hour in a single lane
Just to be next to you
I may not always do things right
But i'm goddamn well gonna try
Youre just to much lose
Theres some things beyond repair
We just aint one of them
Cause i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
Cause i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
I'll do my best, understand
Not cause you ask because i wanna be
Everything you need in me
Darling give me one more chance
Before you close the door
Gonna love hard as i can to
Put a ring on your left hand
Cause i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
Yeah i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
Oh i wanna live
Were gonna live
Like we were dying
Friday, January 05, 2007
Another Poem
love...
what is it like to fall in love?
does your heart stop
every time you see him/her?
does it skip a beat or beat faster?
what is it like to fall in love?
does your day brighten?
does it seem like time
and the world stops?
what is love?
love is patient…
love is kind…
it is not proud…
or rude…
or boastful…
neither is it jealous.
love never gives up…
never loses faith…
it is always hopeful…
love endures through every circumstance…
love lasts forever…
but what is it like to fall in love?
how do you know?
what is it like to fall in love?
does your heart stop
every time you see him/her?
does it skip a beat or beat faster?
what is it like to fall in love?
does your day brighten?
does it seem like time
and the world stops?
what is love?
love is patient…
love is kind…
it is not proud…
or rude…
or boastful…
neither is it jealous.
love never gives up…
never loses faith…
it is always hopeful…
love endures through every circumstance…
love lasts forever…
but what is it like to fall in love?
how do you know?
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