Doubts and Dreams

Millions of thoughts go through my mind
As I think deeply about how long this may last.
How long will you be around, with me?
Why am I not fine when I say I am?
How do I know you are lying to me?

Sometimes I wish for you to be mine forever,
To give me the things I want or need.
I mean this when I say it, I LOVE YOU!
I miss you more then anyone in this world.
Life comes once, lets spend it together.

I need a guy who says I’m BEAUTIFUL,
Who calls back when I hang up,
Who stays awake just to watch me sleep.
I need a guy who kisses my forehead,
Who holds my hand in any circumstance.

This guy must also remind me constantly
Of how much he cares about me,
And about how lucky he truly is.
He must put aside the judgment of his friends
And be proud of who I am.