Just be friends, you may regret it after, in the long run.
You know what? I think I would have regreted it in the long run... once I looked at what I thought I wanted I realized that I wanted more then just that, I wanted a true friendship and I didn't really want to ruin that at all. I wanted to just let it grow...
What a load of crap! Well not really I do want that but, there's more to it then just being friends... not that dating will ever happen. I want a guy who will say to me everytime he sees or talks to me that he loves me, that I'm unique, priceless, lovely... and whatever else thats nice. I want to be seen for who I am not what I look like or wear or if I'm popular or not. JUST ME! Me, me, me... Not what they want me to be or what they want me to see. Peer pressures a killer... *sigh* Ha. The desire for love... Its always there in the back of the mind waiting to make life miserable or joyful... To bad its not joyful for me yet...
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ouu that dirty stinking horrible stupid desire for love. I feel ya. Although, maybe it's not so horrible, i mean, if we didn't have it, family structures would be completely screwed up and no one would care about anyone or anything. ohh how double sided it is. Can't wait until you (and me) get a peice of the good side.
love you to pieces!
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