Feelings of Distance/Indifference

So I've been thinking about life. My life. And I got to realizing that I've been falling away from everyone... I'm not quite sure if its that I'm not be more open or the other way around. Anyways, lately I've been feeling alone and worthless, and nothing seems to help either. I feel like an outsider looking in through a small window, banging away so that someone might hear or notice that I'm actually here. I know this is probably all in my head because Satan wants it there and knows that it hurts, so he keeps attacking these known tender spots. The fact that I'm listening to Zero by Hawk Nelson isn't helping either, but I like the song. *sigh* Well I'm kind of tired and mom's yelling at me to get off...