Relationships

So a friend of mine (not naming who) is having problems with a few relationships (girl-guy ones). Aww the joys of liking two people at once and not wanting to hurt either of them. I've given that friend some advice but if anyone has some other advice please post it on here and I'll be sure it gets to that friend of mine. Maybe others can get some free advice from this too! I'm having problems with relationships too, but I would say that they are more complicated then that. Well thats for you guys to decide. If anyone reads this and I'm talking about them I'm sorry really but... well you may understand why I'm saying this. It may be nothing, just the regular PMS or annoyances that come with every relationship. I still love you!
One person who will be reading this is Kirsten (sorry but I'm just getting things out and I think you deserve to know this too). Sometimes its just to much to handle when someone is trying so hard to be good and do good, seriously its like they try to out shine everyone around them. It makes everyone feel worthless... (If this is hurting sorry, its hurting me to say this, but I have to) And the complaining about small and insignficant things, its sounding like everyone else at school and in the world. Its annoying! I feel so awful for this, don't take this personally please and if you do forgive me and you can tell me how you feel about me if you want and it can be as ugly as you want. You have always been there for me when I needed to talk, you have always tried to make me feel good about myself (don't try to hard), and you are always making the best out of a bad situation which is good most of the time.
Aaron... my own brother... Well, some people know what I'm going to be talking about. Him and his ignoring me. I ask him if he would like to do something with me (like teach me guitar or write a song together) and he's like "I'm busy", then he goes and creates a band with friends and hangs out with them, teaches his girlfriend how to play guitar. Wow you're are SO BUSY you can do all that! Like, frick! What are you saying!? This is our last year of high school and you want to spend all that time with friends and not your family? Like I know you may not see them ever again and you'll see me during holidays, but still! We are family, related, we see each other everyday, we know each other more than anyone else (at least I hope so!). Can't you see that we are falling apart because you are running here and there and we just want to spend time with you, make some amazing memories of this year, before we move on in life?
Another relationship problem... God and myself. God is definitely reading this and knows exactly everything thats happening. I guess I'm still mad at him for taking someone so special and important in my life. So sudden... less than a week! I'm mad at him for all the injustices I face in life.
Now Paul won't be reading this but I'm really disappointed in myself because of him. I don't blame him entirely, there is also myself that I have to put into the equation there. But what he said that one day really ticked me off and upset me. I wish he could know this but I've abandoned the idea of ever talking to him again... Sometimes I wish I could just go up to him and tell him everything but thats impossible.
Well, I think I'm done venting. Now on to another relationship problem. Joel. What to do about that is one tough question and-- one reason why I love my brother-- I was given some advice, though I may not have liked it, it made lots of sense. The advice was basically this:
"Don't do anything stupid, and ruin a good relationship. Just be good friends right now and trust your heart (which is God speaking) in what you should do."
Good advice, I'd say, don't know why he didn't follow it himself...
Music has been a big blessing, it calms me right down when I'm not in a good mood. Hmmm Casting Crowns, Josh Groban, Starfield, Relient K, etc.
Well I've got to go I've been on here for more than two hours (oops).