Monday, April 24, 2006
Incredible Urge or Calling?
Okay, so this morning on the bus as I was reading that package that I had gotten from Belast Bible College, I got this weird feeling that I really wanted (like really wanted) to go their, but it also felt like I was being told to go their. I was just reading when this thought came into my head, for no given reason, saying "You should go there, grow with me there, get to know me more deeply..." It was kind of creepy, but I know that I HAVE to go there, no matter what it takes. But one thing I'm struggling with is that, was it really or was I just making it up? Is God telling me to go there or am I just wishful thinking? I'll need to pray and think hard on this because it is my future and I don't want to take the wrong path without God consent.
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i totally know what your talking about!
it's like, your not sure if hes talking or its you telling yourself that he's talking
to tell you the truth i don't know. But i tend to second guess everything over and over. i felt a strong need and desire and (perhaps) push to go to jerusalem with Wes. but how do I know if it's just be wanting to go or God telling me?
I guess when i ask the question of myself right now, i kinda feel, the it was God, and in that case, i should be saving my money hey?
lol, but i know what you mean about my future and stuff. Do I want to do worship because I want to or because God wants me to or is it at least a mix of both? i'm not sure
but i understand
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