It's Official

So the doctors have been treating me with PCOS and you all know. Well, now we know that it is official! Yippee.... More trouble to have children? Well thats nice to know... It sucks but, nice to know what to expect in the future.

The Need for Love

One lonely girl is sitting on a bench crying,
Why was she crying? you ask.
Well let me tell you about her…
She no one special really,
Well that’s what she thinks.
Her hair is never up nicely,
Her dress code isn’t fabulous.
She’s quiet and not very popular.
She's good in most of her classes…
But, you asked why she was crying,
So I’ll tell you this, She is crying because…
She feels unworthy…
She feels unwanted…
And she feels unloved.
This is why she is crying…
There are always people
Out there looking for love
Needing love, but none is given.
This is true because I am that girl
Sitting on that bench crying…

Live I Was Dying- Rex Goudie

I said i'd never make you cry
When you did i didnt even try
To wipe your tears away
I didnt know you hurt so bad
Cause you just always seemed so mad
Made me wanna run away
You say your something i cant fix
Well just watch me try

Cause i wanna liveI wanna live
Live like i was dying

Gunna jump out of a plane
Drive a hundred miles on hour in a single lane
Just to be next to you
I may not always do things right
But i'm goddamn well gonna try
Youre just to much lose
Theres some things beyond repair
We just aint one of them

Cause i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
Cause i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying

I'll do my best, understand
Not cause you ask because i wanna be
Everything you need in me
Darling give me one more chance
Before you close the door
Gonna love hard as i can to
Put a ring on your left hand

Cause i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
Yeah i wanna live
I wanna live
Live like i was dying
Oh i wanna live
Were gonna live
Like we were dying

Another Poem

love...

what is it like to fall in love?
does your heart stop
every time you see him/her?
does it skip a beat or beat faster?
what is it like to fall in love?
does your day brighten?
does it seem like time
and the world stops?
what is love?
love is patient…
love is kind…
it is not proud…
or rude…
or boastful…
neither is it jealous.
love never gives up…
never loses faith…
it is always hopeful…
love endures through every circumstance…
love lasts forever…
but what is it like to fall in love?
how do you know?